And so I find myself with a blog. Perhaps now the voices inside my head will stop torturing me with their screams and pleas for blood and violence. Maybe now the empty hole inside me, which has been growing since i was a child, will be filled. For now i can share my pain and let the world know that i will no longer be silent! Let the new chapter of my life begin! wait...........i still hear the voices, and i still feel empty. damn. oh well. I tried.